Searching for Love

My name is Jessie, and this is my story. It is a story of a troubled childhood, marriage at the age of fourteen, and motherhood at fifteen. A story of an abusive childhood, adultery, attempted suicide, and a life of wrong choices. Getting married way too young, always picking the wrong men for the wrong reasons. My falling hopelessly in love with a registered sex offender. My getting married to a younger man who was the cruelest man I have ever known. He was so mentally abusive and controlling. How I feel is that I am now only a shell of who I should be. Its like the people I have loved in life have taken my spirit, my very soul, from me. I am not the woman I wanted or wished to become. I am an old soul. I have had a psychic and a handwriting expert tell me that I am a very old soul here on earth to affect others who have lessons to learn. I know I have learned lessons, most of them too late in life. I made wrong choices trying to find that love I have craved my entire life.